Cry and let it all out. Know you aren't alone. While maybe I'm not feeling it at this moment, I, too, at times feel lonely. Some days I can take it. Others I can not. I question my existence. I question "the master plan." I feel I will be alone forever. I'm envious of those that have it all And wonder do they know and cherish what they have. I have fears of love, too. I fear that once I have it, I may not be able to hold it. I fear I won't appreciate it. I try to stay optimistic about life. And for the most part I am. Yet, I still have to question the emotion of love. Is it an illusion? Is it true? Why does my heart ache? Then I stop and think and realize I'm not alone. There are others out there that feel the same. The world is big. Honestly, to God, I hope. However, I'm sure another person is feeling my emotions I just want to tell them they aren't alone. Keep hope and thankfully the "master plan" will reward you. I know I do.
2:05 AM
my heart is my possession/
I'll be my own reflection.
♥ Monday, October 6, 2008
hayzz.. bkt ang lungkot??
d ako maka2log??
hayzz... kung mron lng snang tao n mag cheer up skn.. T_T huhu
7:50 AM
my heart is my possession/
I'll be my own reflection.
♥ Friday, June 20, 2008
Aun~ haha
ngaun lng ulit nakapag update....
hm.. aun.. ung mga tanong ko.. meh sgut na.. ung mga prof nmin.. mababait nmn.. ung mga clasm8's ko.. mababait dn..
pro ung 1st day ng class eh.. prang ayaw ko na pumasok kinabukasan know y?? kc.. na op ako.. haha!! >:D e kc.. anu.. thimik ako.. la ko kaibigan.. pro its normal kc.. 1st day of classes plang nmn un..
pro.. nagulat ako kc.. d ako snay ng 1st day of class meh tad2 na homeworks agad kc.. ung 1st day nmin.. tad tad agad ako ng homeworks.. O_O (nakakabaliw) pro.. aun.. xmpre d nmn ako mkaka angal.. kelngan gwin ko.. kung hindi la ko grade hehe.. aun.. busy n ko plagi.. kaya wala na mxadu tym pra.. gwin ang mga iba kong gus2ng gwin.. pro.. xmpre.. ngwa ko nmn lahat ng best ko pra mapag sbay sbay ko ang gus2 kong gwin.. hehe
uhm.. aun.. balik tau sa school.. hehe 2nd day of class eh.. mdyo ok n ko.. kc.. mrn n nkipag usap skn (at last mron na dn!!) pro i thought ung unang nakipag usap skn un ung mgiging close ko.. pro hindi pla!! haha >< kc.. ung.. 2 na nakipag usap skn.. eh.. 2 cla.. close n agad cla.. 1st day plang haha.. aun.. e d nging close ko na dn.. ahha e d 3 n kmi.. hanggang nadagdagan kmi ulit ng 2.. e d 5 n kmi.. aun.. ang sya kc d n ko na-oop.. haha.. pra skn.. wla nmn mxadu pinag bago ang college at high school ang changes lng is.. pinahirap ung lessons.. new clasm8's.. new school.. bgong guro.. at etc.. xD
aun.. sa ngaun.. masaya nmn ako sa buhay ko.. pro.. xmpre d rn maiiwasan ung ma miss ko ung kalokohan ko this summer.. hahaha.. sana nga.. balik ulit vacation eh.. haha.. kung pede lng rewind eh... ksu d pede.. haha..
aun.. hanggang d2 n muna.. at ggwin ko pa homeworks ko~! haha homeworks agen n agen.. ghe..
7:01 PM
my heart is my possession/
I'll be my own reflection.
♥ Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Palapit ng palapit ang psukan ~_~ pro ok lng yan.. mdyo nasulit ko nmn ang bakasyon ko eh.. haha sapat na cguro un? lolz.. hmm~ aun.. nkakaasar lng kc ang lapit nnmn ng psukan.. prang gus2 ko bakasyon pa rn.. haha.. prang yaw ko pa rn magpasukan~!! xD
Ok lng yan.. June 10 pa naman eh.. June 10!! ang duga cguro kung HS p ko ngaun.. dapat.. June 16!! pa pasukan nmin.. pro ok lng yan.. hahaha.. ako pa! >< pro sana.. mababait ang mga maging clasm8's ko T_T oh i WISH!! ><
Aun.. nung June 2 pumunta c marian d2.. haha! ang aga nia wah?! xD pro ok lng.. ginawa nia un.. kc.. pra d na maudlot ung alis nmin.. kc 1 tym nagplano kmi.. ang kaso eh... nanira ung ulan.. haha~! d 2loy na2loy.. aun.. bad3p nga eh.. tpos un nag usap kmi nun sa phone aun bad3p xa kc.. umulan nga.. pro ni2ng june 2 eh.. ginawa nia lahat pra ma2loy aun.. pumunta xa d2.. ng maaga pro umalis kmi d2 ng hapon!! bwahaha.. ok nmn.. aun.. pagdting nmin ng SM North.. haha.. aun..!! nag laru kmi sa quantum.. hahaha.. d pa xa maxadu marunong nung dance maniax.. pro ok lng un.. gagaling nmn xa dun.. eh.. praktis lng.. tpos nun.. naglibot libot kmi sa department store!!! hahaha.. ang saya kc.. d q mxadu niagagwa un pag nag mall ako hahaha xD except lng pag kasama ko family ko.. mdalas kmi dun.. tpos nmin dun.. jollibee nmn kmi nilibre nia ko.. dti ayaw ko nung ice craze sa jollibee.. un pla ang srap pla!! hahaha.. naadik ako!!! nxt tym bibili ulit ako nun.. ang srap!!! hahaha.. tpos nun punta kmi ng comic alley.. haha.. aun tingin lng sndali tpos fud court na haha.. tpos nghnap kmi ng mauupuan.. ang ingay nmin!! pro 2 lng kmi.. ang saya!! hahaha.. dmi nmin kalokohan nung araw na un bwahahaha.. xD hanggang aun.. madilim n ng txt n rn nmn mom nia.. na uwi na daw.. aun.. umuwi na kmi!! uhm.. sana maulit ulit 2 nxt tym!! ^^~
9:15 AM
my heart is my possession/
I'll be my own reflection.
♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008
uhh.. aun.. magpapasukan nnmn.. hayzz.. june 10 ang psukan nmin.. ang aga errRh..
ang dmi kong tnong sa srili ko this coming school year dhil ako ay isang college student na..
katulad ng..
ano kaya feeling ng college student?? mababait kaya mging clasm8's ko? anu kaya ggwin ako sa 1st day?
hahaha.. d ko lam kung anu gwin ko..
uhh.. aun.. ang hrap lng kc.. college ka na.. ibang buhay na!! bagung buhay nanaman!! hahaha
pro xmpre kaka miss dn ang high school days.. prang kanina lng hs ka.. tpos ngaun college na
hayzz... ang bilis kc ng araw eh...
i remember nagtatakbuhan lng kmi dti sa quadrangle ng school nmen.. hahaha.. xD
ung.. mga icp bata na nagtatakbuhan dti.. sa school ngaun mga college student na.. haha.. xD
hayzz... ano kaya ang ggwin ko sa 1st day?? aun.. cge.. d2 n muna.. ^^~ nxt tym ulet.. >< haha.. ^^~
2:17 AM
my heart is my possession/
I'll be my own reflection.
♥ Friday, May 9, 2008
dami na ngyari.. nwalan ako ng copol nawala n c emotanya ngaun may bago n ko tpos.. aun.. nabad3p ako ni2ng araw n 2 nakaasar.. ko lam kung bkt hayzz.. pra lng ako gagu xD pro sna.. maaus ko prob ko.. ^^
geh d2.. n muna..
nyt nyt ol.
7:04 AM
my heart is my possession/
I'll be my own reflection.
♥ Sunday, May 4, 2008
Gud morning~ im happy again.. bec. of my couple on audi.. ^^ we call each other bhe.. ^__^ and i already add her in friendster.. yiheee.. im so kilig" haha.. uhhh.. aun.. we always play together in audi.. uhh.. saya saya ko sobra haha >< i wish that lagi xa nasa tabi ko un lng.. meh ish sooo000oo sleepy nyt nyt
11:35 AM
my heart is my possession/
I'll be my own reflection.
GeMniCo
.:.::.About me.::.:.
Gemnico/ College Student/ Talkative/ Moody/ Friendly/ Outgoing/ God Fearing/
